My so called two month relapse has now become a two year relapse

I thought I was gonna be able to get myself back out of this relapse before it became to much of a problem, but how wrong was I, and now I have lost another two years of my life to this devil of a drug and it is taking more and more from me every day I continue to use

How do i start to express the way I feel towards this man, and to thank him for helping me out as much as he can!
He is my uncle, but his even more than that, because he became a god-father to a cheeky but loveable little bratt.
When my father passed away alot of his family just left mum and drifted away. Not Anthony tho he stayed and never forgot us.
He showed me how to fix my bike when I was young, every time I saw him I got excited coz me and him always had fun!